~~period...or...delay period...

last month, ader brownish dr 05/06 - 09/06...then, flow from 10/06 - 14/06...hurm...

kalo ikut 'prenology calendar' tu, kalo start from 05/06, should period by 03/07 la kan (28 days)...itu kalo nak sedapkan hati la sbb smpi skrg lum priod lg...dah 04/07 dah nie...LOL

kalo x mo sedapkan hati, start from 10/06, should period 07/07              ( ahad nie) ...hurm ...

so, nak perasan dulu ke x mo???feeling2 preggy kew??? hahaha

ok...me...period...:(...tp spotting brown blood jew from 5/6 - 9/6

period dh ...cd 27 = cd 1...eh, bukan la...x flow pun, just spotting...hurm...bunting pelanduk kah??? tiber2 lak kan....

Mcuber smula dgn ubat2an farmasi...:)

Hehe...saje je cuber semula...hmmmm...now dh bln 5....so, cuber semula mkn EPO dan Flaxxeed Oil~BioLife utk i n my huby, i suruh mkn Bio Zinc ~BioLife sbb dier x suker mkn ikan n sayur...hehe...cuber ek!....

Dia dtg....teng teng teng...dgn lenggang lenggoknyaaaa...cd 28 = cd 1

dier dtg spt biaser...meh! masuk! meh!...

knp mesti nak 'show off' biler tau dh pregnant?

tau la...baru kawen kan...x smpi 3 bulan dh lekat...tapi bagi sang lelaki tu, x yah la nak blagak...'wei! bini aku dh pregnant!'...so?...kalo dh pregnant, dh la...x yah la nak kerek sgt dkt opis nie...nak kata ko terrer la tu? baru 6 mggu dh bising2...wei! 6 mggu jer...3 bulan pun leh gugur tau....ala, biaser la kalo bdk2 , baru kawen, pregnant plak...bangga la tu kan...mcm bdk2 dpt gule2...seronot sgtt!....dh tu hari2 mau citer, 'bini sy mc dh 2 hari'...so?...ape kene mengena dgn aku? tau la aku x dpt ank lagi...ke, ko sindir aku?...ko nk kata, 'tgk aku, aku power, laki ko? smpi skrg x dpt ank...' so, nak kata laki aku x power ke? ke ko nak kene belasah dgn laki aku...[tu pun kalo aku bgtau laki aku la kan]...haha....lelaki pun ader maruah tau...sume ego sikit [ sbb time treatment ttc, sume pompuan kene mkn ubat itu dn ini...lelaki? mkn ubat aper ek?...x mkn pun!...sume slh pompuan kalo x dpt ank...gitew??]

x penah lak pkr kalo dh dpt ank, aper tgggjwbnyer kan...seronok...duit lak masyuk jer kan...kene igt la, ko tu travel, time dh ader ank, blk lmbt, kene bebel la...ank gak yg jd mangsa...almaklumla, dulu nak ank sbb nak jg maruah kononyer nak tunjuk jantan, tu leh dpt ank....dh ader ank esok, trabai...x phm betul i dgn org blagak bila bini pregnant nie...konon2 ko jantan sgt la ek?...gi la projek byk2, dpt ank bderet2...kata jantan kan!...mulut mengalahkan buntut ayam plak kalo bcerita itu dan ini....uwekkkzzzz!!!!

period spt biaser....cd28=cd1

biarlah dier nak dtg coz i mmg telah' dibuat' utk tidak pregnant buat masa nie gara2 my ex dh sihir i n huby....poor thing! semoga Tuhan mbalas kjahatan ex i! ^(^(^^(*^$%%^&

Sume dh try, tp sume b'hrp smpi 3 bln jer...hehe

Mksdnyer, i mula2 try BBT chart, tp 3 bln jer...

lps tu medical treatment di klinik govt & spital krjn. pun dlm 3 - 6 bln...time tu la mkn acid folic, clomid n suntik Pregnyll...mkn gak EPO, minum susu Hi Goat cokelat+kurma+madu...dh x mjadi jgk, x mo dh medical treatment, wpun free [sbb spital krjn....haha...gong betul i nie kan!! org lain b'treatment byr mahal2, i leh x nak plak wpun free...;p]...smpi thp kene uat HSG, sory la ek...x mo...

dh tu lps 6 bln tu, x mo medical treatment, awal thn 2013 nie uat cara tradisional, halau hantu dlm bdn la, urut la, minum air jampi ayat2 Al Quran la...suruh pdamping puteri Mayangsari jg i blk la....tp dh 3 bln jgk, x der pun yg mjadi....

so, now dh msk bln April 2013, nak uat aper lak ek!?...spital dh, tradisional dh...;p uat bodo je la plak ek!

mgkn ader hikmah x dpt ank lagik...[bln2 pun x cukup duit nak sara hdp, ni kan nak me+ lg sorg umat, jgn siksa bdk tu kalo x der duit n x mampu....dok giteww?]

*syukur Alhamdullilah dgn aper yg djadikan uat ms ini....

Lewat 1week ker, 2 week ker, 1 mth ker, x mjamin u pregnant!

ini kisah lunch td...hehe....dok mkn dgn klik2 opis nie, tbukak la citer bos i yg 2 org nie....msg2 bru deliver dlm 6 bln lps kot....so, period dorg tingtong rupenyer [ sbb breast feed kan]...ader yg lewat 2 week, ader yg smpi 1 mth, alih2 period lak lps tu....hehe...elok2 lps test pg, ptg tu period! mainang perasaang betul op!...

so, jwpn i, x kira ler lewat brp lama, kalo ader, ader la, kalo x der, lantak pi la!...kun fa ya kun kan....kiter bhrp sbb b'usaha dr segi mental, fizikal dn uang...bg i, i x hrp sgt sbb mmg i x b'usaha....x mo kecewa kalo itu mmg dh ketentuanNya....

biler bhrp, tiber2 failed, kiter merungut, bg i, mcm marahkan Dier plak....so, by now, i better buat bodo jer....:) 

Today cd 14...:P:P

dah cd 14 dh...tp mlm td my huby dh tny' ma hr ni dh hr ke brp period'?...wah! bljr mengira kah huby ku ini???...[somi lg reti mengira dr isteri skrg nie...hik hik]....so, ber BD la smlm ek...dn mgkn hr2 seterusnyer...insyaallah....doa yg baek2 jer ek!....

Dtg jgk...tp knp after cd 32???

Kan?? knp after cd 32??? once in my life time nie....redha je la...pmainan setan kan???? mcm bg hrpn, tp biler kiter sedar, eh! i lewat lorrr....x kan kot???...mmg x kan pun....once dh sedar dr hrpn palsu tu, dier dtg jgk...shit@^^*(%$%&*%(

today cd 21 dpo 7~HCG appeared 2 faint line...hurmmmm...^^mharap lg la tu!^^

sj gatai sgt nat uat test...last2 appeared 2 faint line on HCG test....waiting lorrrrr....

wat a sweet day kan...13/02 b4 V'Tine, cd 1...LOL

Period je la keje i...28 day regular, kay.....

cd 28 = cd 1....yahoooo!! [poyo jer kan?]

ok la, cik P dh dtg....tq very much lorrr....dtg la btandang lg d ms2 akan dtg.....[pcaya lagik dkt strip HCG yg muroh tu, rm 1 = 1 unit, faint false + saje....hrpn palsu....black list jer strip hcg murah nie]

20/12/2012 ...a best day 4 me 2 period....:(:( cd27 = cd 1 today...:(:(wat 2 eat???just eat EPO + Acid Folic + Hi Goat + Kurma + Madu

period...x der rezeki kan....dah 3x cycle mkn clomid + suntik pecah telur...:(:(...proses seterusnya is IUI...x mo IUI...so, nak stop dulu ker treatment???? hmmmmm....dh la nak dpt appointment dgn dktr gomen ni susahkan??? nak gi private, x der duit....:(:( takut la nak uat IUI...mcm sakit jer....dapat bby belum tentu lg....[ bkn putus asa tau, cume pkr d best way to be a mom again jer]...

cd12 until now.cd15...ber BD sokmo weii!!!!:P

b'usaha keras nmpknyer we all bln nie....amin!!!!:P:P lalalalala

Period comess!!!

dtg lagik...from cycle 28 lorrr....but hepi!!! coz nak telan ubat Clomid tu...:P:P

1st Appointment jmp doc. pakar...huhu...i x mou HSG leh x? :P

smlm my 1st appointment jmp doktor pakar di H Pjaya...mak aih!...dh la hujan, tggu pny la lama giler...:P

pkl 9 smpi n daftar n ambek nombor utk klinik o&g...pkl 11 baru pggl masuk...pkl 1 ambek ubat Clomid...:P

scan pnyr sacn...ader PCOS plak...nak kene uat HSG bln dpn...eh! cpt ek...bkn hsptl gomen ker nie, cpt lak suruh uat...:P... i ckp arr, kalo mkn ubat Clomid dulu x leh ker ? dktr ckp, kalo lubang tsumbat, mkn ubat aper pun x jadik jgk kan???:PLOL...laaa...kalo x tsumbat tu, confrim sgt ker jadik anak nnti???:P...tetiber ader sorg dktr otai nie kata, x yah arr HSG dulu, i dah penah branak, so bagi Clomid 100 mg utk 5 hari....pergh! selamat sih...i x bsedia nak HSG, cam sakit jer....so, dpt arr ubat Clomid...free uuuu...lps period, hari ke 10 dtg semula...eh! cpt lak suruh dtg ek...kan hsptl gomen jer...layan plak korg kes2 mcm aku nie...so, im waiting 4 my period la nie...:P...x sabar nak menelan Clomid tu....AMIN!!!

Period derrrr...but wit normal cycle la, of coz's...

tepat cycle cd28, she come again on 02/09/2012....tq arrr coz hancurkan dreams i...

CD 1 todayyyyy...redha jer la, kan? [redha ke? mcm sial jer ader ler!]

CD 1 today...so, x yah poser seminggu ek....i cycle ok, seminggu jer, then normal balik...normal arr period cycle 28 days kan????lalalalalalaaaaa

EWMC...egg white laa!!

kan i mkn Sedu Arrow utk cycle kali nie...tp mkn dr cd1 - cd 12 jer...tiap2 hr 2 bj...sbb takut ter pregant plak lps cd 14...hehe...

tp yg i perasan, sjk mkn Sedu Arrow, ader Egg White ler...terus ber BD...haha...

Lama dh x nmpk Egg White tu...

so, smpena Ramadhan, d hope ader la Rezeki utk huby...

Amin!!!